Pictures of the twin's adventures in haji lane and arab street are up under the same album link of goingout!Haha, okay that really sounded like one f the olsen twin's tapes. ANYWAY, I really want to try shisha. We saw this group of kids trying it and they looked so stoned. Like druggy/ drunk stoned. Not the listless sian kind. But the equipment or whatever you call it seems so cool, and the flavours really are quite attractive. I would really like to live the lifestyle of this man we saw at haji lane. I suppose he was one of the shopkeepers. All he does was tend to the shop, go out and have a smoke, and then cycle around on this toosmall bicycle and look at other shops. It seems so relaxing and carefree. Yet again, I could go mad with boredom.

Everyone was born to this world alone and life is tough. everyone knows that, make lemonade from the lemons it gives. But they also know that they can always have a core group of friends and family to rely on. That's what keeps tehm sane in this increasingly mad world, and stopping them from killing themselves. So with no strings attatched to me, what's stopping me from running that blade down my wrist?

Pain loneliness and isolation. Probably just typical teenage angst of a middle class teenager who just does not know how to appreciate things. But I guess, some people are just a little weaker than others.

Oh oh
Wee-ell-Now!

Relax don't do it
When you want to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
When you want to come

Relax don't do it
When you want to to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Relax don't do it
When you want to suck to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Come-oh oh oh

But shoot it in the right direction
Make making it your intention-ooh yeah
Live those dreams
Scheme those schemes
Got to hit me
Hit me
Hit me with those laser beams

I'm coming
I'm coming-yeah

Relax don't do it
When you want to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come

Relax don't do it
When you want to suck to it
Relax don't do it (love)
When you want to come
When you want to come
When you want to come
Come-huh

Get it up
The scene of love
Oh feel it

Relax
Higher higher

Hey-
Pray

You get the frankie says relax jokes now?

Remind me to adjust alex's watch back by one hour so that she would be punctual. Waiting for her can be such a bitch at times. She was late when I was to meet her to accompany to highlight her hair at the scene, which I may add, had no visible difference at all after the session. We were late in meeting the people due to her free hair treatment and buying food, withdrawing money yadda yadda.

Blading was pretty fun as I got to meet up with alot of old classmates. Well, not exactly old. Kaisheng, liesel, aileen, lik and of course alex. The main entertainment was ks falling down. Hahah. And alex was so funny today! She called lowlights, downlights and went hysterical upon realizing her mistake. And when liesel and ks finally agreed to wait for us to use up our rental hours, she jumped for joy, literally, and well, lets say jumping in blades isnt the most stable thing when you land. I kind of miss the feeling of being all dirty, sweaty, grimy and smelly after a good game or sport.

No guesses, I was late for meeting my mum at vivo, but she was appease after whining abit. HAHAH. Auntie, now you knw why I can stand alex's whining. Arab street tmr with twin:)))

Note to self: Never steal candy from the fat kid

Party monster is a straight out whacked out movie. Macauly Caulkin and Wilber Valderama(I'm sorry if I misspelled the names) in candy coloured clothes, being gay partners were very weird. I mean, I was watching the home alone kid with the that 70's show geek! Macauly's acting was pretty bad, or it was just the way he spoke. How he tried to imitate a shakesperean speaking crazed vain egoistic bisexual drag murderer.Drag queens, bisexuality, shooting up coke, popping ecstacy were the main staples of the show and I suppose what actually was the life of the club kids. It was intriguing. Scarily freaky but immensely intriguing. Just like suicide. Just like murder.

new pictures are up:)))))
thank you auntie simeng

Hung out with the girls again! This time was with alex. Initially, we were supposed to meet at eleven, but I just couldn't for the love of god, get myself out of bed, so I told them to meet at twelve instead. And well, I was still late. Hahah.

We just shopped around vivo at the usual stores, f21, topshop, PULL AND BEAR and such. Omg, shopping with alex is like living in the stone age. After I had walked around the store like twice, she finally picked0 some clothes to try on. Unable to tolerate her immensely slow movements, oi and I went to pull and bear. And AFTER we walked around pull and bear once and I had tried on some jeans, did she FINALLY come over with her two purchases. Honestly, life with her is like walking backwards. Your life will go in rewind one day.

I bought a top from pull and bear again. Hahah yes twin, I really think I'm going crazy. And I think the zara gladiator sandals are really strangely nice! But the topshop crossover ones are even nicer. I need money money money.

Lunch at teh white dog cafe was alright, if only the waitress didn't mix up my order and delay the whole process, resulting in me having to eat a cold glazed salmon fillet. Of course, I could be the consumer bitch and demand compensation but seeing how panicked she was, I decided to be nice.

Dessert at marche with compliments from the prawn. Thanks alot dearie:)))).

xiaoan -- [noun]: A person who falls into an outhouse and dies 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I finally met up with simeng and oi. Music and lyrics was a fun show, with hugh grant stammering and stuttering, batting his lashes incessantly as he jerked his hips singing about his heart going pop. Along with the corny 80's video and all the frankie says relax jokes (whose tshirt i'm dying to get), it was a very adorable show to watch in all.

I think I was the only one is the theatre laughing at the frankie says relax jokes. I suppose I'm the only idiot stuck in an age before she was born or something. I mean, who else knows about Frankie goes to Hollywood and the controversial song Relax, apprently about anal sex huh.

CONGRATULATIONS LIESEL ON GETTING ACCEPTED INTO NYU.
omg it's NYU for god's sake. Haha I'm so happy it's as if I had been accepted.

You know twin, about that quote you had? The one about the girl feeling scared because she thinks she treasures her friends more than they treasure her? I think it's so true. I'm not being neurotic or narcissitic or anything, but sometimes I feel that I'm so dispensible and disposable to everyone around me. And they say what are friends for? Really what are they for? And they say family is all that matters. But is there anything that really matters? We are all nothingness. So aren't relationships all nothingness?

I don't have a friend in the world. I don't have family. It's all just fleeting people who I've met and made certain connections with. Are those what they call friends and family? The people I can so called count on? I can't even name a single one then. It's not like I have been a hermit all my life, but I suppose I am a social hermit in this certain way.

My head hurts. More than ever.

You Are 75% Non Conformist

You are a pretty serious non conformist. You live a life hardly anyone understands. And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are.

Are You a Nonconformist?

You Are More Cutthroat Than You Think

Yes, you do have that killer instinct lurking in you. And while you may not be actually cutting throats anytime soon... You certainly don't mind clawing your way to the top.

Are You Cutthroat?

You Are Running on 73% Adrenaline

Your Adrenaline Level: Borderline Dangerous You're running around so fast, you don't realize how quickly life is passing you by. While you may be getting a lot done, you're on the go lifestyle is probably wearing you out.

Are You Running on Adrenaline?

You Are a Pessimist

If things are going good, you can always imagine how they will turn for the worse. And when things do happen to be bad, life is like a dark pit you can't crawl out of. One bad moment can ruin your day, and you think one bad week can ruin your life. Things are much better than they seem. Just take time to see everything that's going right.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

Went to sign up at a job agency with daph and aud today. Before that, as daphy was going to be late, I decided to make a trip to the bank to open a new account. These errands really make me feel so adult. Like only adults search for jobs and go to banks as part of their daily routines, but when I think about it. I'm already nineteen which is very near twenty and this afterthought really scares the hell out of me.

Matt was over at our house when i got back so we hung out for a while as he waited for my bro to bathe and get changed. Ahh carefreee life of the unemployed.

Status: Officially unemployed

A really funny customer came today, I think he was french. While Tijah went to get stuff for him in the stock rom he asked me, "Didn't this section used to be half girls and half boys? Now it's all girls." So I replied" We just changed the display to all girls." To which he said rather ludicrously " Well that's not very fair. Is that all you have for boys? I feel offended. The girls are dominating the world!" HAhHahahah.

I'm going to miss these funny foreign customers and their hilarious dialogues when I stop work on monday. I'm going to miss the too-cute kids that even I a childhater would like. I'm going to miss all the eyecandy customers or passerbys. I'm going to miss snacking on chocolates and biscuits with serping and tijah. I'm going to miss ranking guys with serps and buying Macs for everyone using my expired student status. I am a little reluctant to leave as I'm going to leave such a nice and fun place behind. But I really need money and sales is getting a bit boring.

THE RAPTURE IS COMING
Omg. leo and liesel i love you guys
for going with me to see them((((((((:

Bless Revolver for running an article on HIM, even if it was just one pathetic page with an uber hot picture of ville in it. In the interview, Ville said that a new album will be coming out, very much unlike the poppish Dark Light one. Thank goodness. He said that "most people would probably hate it", but I have high hopes for it anyway!

I wish singapore had such music magazine, but I suppose it's really hard to run such a publications with such a dead music scene around. I mean, what bands are there to feature articles on? Most bands around are just imitations or copies of American bands. There seems to be no original sounds or anything. I'm sorry for being such a harsh critic when I myself am a music retard, but honestly. When electrico said they werre going to prove that local music doesn't suck, I was skeptical. After hearing a few songs, I rest my case.

Bought Nylon and Yen mag. I wanted to get Vogue UK as katem. was on the cover but it was just too damn expensive. Sigh. I need money. Seriously.

I feel so ugly and stupid

I need to lie down
before i start sinking again.

I've been waiting my whole life for you
and now you're just slipping away.

Someone please stop this great spending force known as xiaoan.

I spent 8 bucks on a Godiva drink which was absolutely delicious. But now I know why they named it Dark Chocolate Decadence. After the first 3/4 cup of rich chocolate ice taking you to heaven, you start feeling a little sick. Plus, I spent another 40 bucks on shoes at topshop. How am I ever going to save enough money t get my laptop:((((.

Zouk last night with steph, nic and his friend was pretty alright. The dj was waaaaay better, I mean he remixed some GnR and Blur songs which ups his cred ALOT for me. Most of the time was funk, which is much better than rnb in my opinion. Rnb is tolerable, but when the same songs are played in just different sequence, it gets fucking boring. Yesterday was an ugly day. I was ugly. Steph felt ugly. The crowd was ugly. Except one godcousin lookalike. Please note that lookalike means imitation, which in turn means a lower standard of the original.

Look at what alex emailed me:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIK AND KY!!!

The day just got curiouser and curiouser. I was on my way to work in the midmorning, just routinely daydreaming while having the spinto band or HIM blasting into my ears when my phone rang (well belted out vampire heart actually but anyway). My supervisor called me to check if I knew I had work today and I was like "huh yah i know I'm on my way". But it turns out my manager had changed my roster to full shift when I thought it was still at 12-6 shift. Imagine how late I was.

At work, while standing around, I went to consult Mr Guardian fortune cookie and he told me "Your destiny is changing, be careful of sexual appeal". Which means, hot and sexy guys and gals BEGONE! Hahah. But it's not like I'm some hunk or babe magnet, more likely I'm the psych ward escapee magnet.

Later in the afternnon, Lik dropped by for god knows what and my supervisor thought he was my boyfriend and let me off early! I was like HUH no he is my classmate, but she just kept chasing me away. Lik, you cost me thirteen bucks I tell you.

While having dinner at lido, serp and I were like looking at this guy who was like a 9.0! HAhah. Lucky day huh. But as we went to buy food, I noticed the group of girls he was with was like pointing and staring at us, so I asked serp if they were her friends, and well, no guesses here, they weren't. So she was like "huh, I stare at your boyfriend cuz he is goodlooking isn't that good". And with that I replied " Haha yah, if she was pretty we would be staring at her too." LOL.

I have decided to apply to FASS. Shenton way is really not my world and I would probably be stumbling and slipping off the corporate ladder half the time. So when I become a starving unemployed liberal arts grad, Lik please don't forget you said you would support me and give me a $5000 salary position in your law firm as an editor for your contracts.

Ms Azlin's wedding today! It was really cool as this is my like only second wedding I've been to, so I was quite excited. Haha. I really liked the setting they made which made them look like some malay royalty. Plus it was pretty great meeting all my classmates again. I shall put up the photos after I've managed to grab them off everyone else. Haha.

Went to starbucks at holland V with peiyi, huiling, eeli, daph, yuko and aud. It seems most are us are stuck in the same rut, to take fass or biz. Fass really seems like a dead end here in singapore. As my sis was telling me, in america they really value LA students, but in sg it's not really the case. For example, in the US thhey would rather pick an A LA student over a B business grad. But here, a B business grad would have a greater oppurtunity. This is really hurting my head.

eeli` Your dwelling places says:
i wish i was overseas. cos seriously i think sg is too small, and too rigid and materialistic for me actually
takeyourhandinmine says:
YAH thats why
eeli` Your dwelling places says:
let's go overseas! haha self-imposed exile

|k^Kh|An (liver) says:
if u wanna be rich, biz
l|k^Kh|An (liver) says:
if u wanna scrape out a living persuing the craft of your dreams
l|k^Kh|An (liver) says:
choose wadever it is in fass lor

Oh no, what should I do what should I do what should I do? I'm tired of living out of a cardboard box with a penance for a bank account, but Shenton way is just not my world. It's not that I'm an advocate for white superiority, but the cheesy phrase of America being the land of oppurtunity and dreams just seems so tangible all of a sudden.

What exactly may I ask, is the point and purpose of open houses? All aud and I did was walk around, grab some booklets to add to the weight of the door gift bags we were lugging around and eavesdropping on explanations to other eager people who seem to have a load of questions to bombard the facilitators with.

We soon gave up and was heading off to holland v for coffee, when we missed our busstop. So we ended up at starbucks near borders, loitered in kino then off home.

Such a hot and lazy day it is. Im contemplating whether I should apply for my university now. I really wanted fass but almost everyone is telling me how easy it is to get and that it really isn't worth getting into. Oh the confusion))):

It was all just reckless fun.

Hahah today was pretty boring at work. Had a more handsome version of nakata customer which kinda made our day heehee. Irene was telling me loewe is lv's second line and I didn't really believe because their stuff really doesnt look marc jacob-sy. So when I went back to ask my mum she was like "HUH NO. Loewe is a spanish brand and lv is french! Omg. But don't expose your manager or later she bully you." HAHHAHA

stole from kelly...

How Azn are You?

[x] Are you Asian in the first place?
[x] Were you born in an Asian country?
[x] Can you use chopsticks?
[x] Have you taken Vietnamese/Chinese/Korean/Japanese/LAO,etc at school as a kid?
[x] Can you speak an Asian language?
[ ] Is your favorite subject math/science? (was...'til I met calc and physics.)
[ ] Do you eat rice almost every single day/or alot?
[x] Did/Do you spike/highlight your hair?
[x] Do you get at least a 3.0 GPA?
Score: 7/9

Section 2:
[ ] Do you listen to Asian music?
[x] Have you watched Asian movies?
[ ] Can you rave?
[ ] Are you a master at DDR?
[ ] Do you drink pearl milk tea or bubble tea?
[ ] Can you play CS, Starcraft, Warcraft, Diablo, etc?
[ ] Have you played the violin/piano?
[ ] Do your parents beat you if you get bad grades?
[x] Are you going/taking/took any honors/AP classes?
[ ] Do you own a mazda/saturn?
[ ] Do you/your parents drive an Asian made car?
Score: 2/11

Section 3:
[ ] Are you or were you once a fob? (HUH?!)
[ ] Is your last name Park, Lee, Chang, Phanna, Wang, Wong, Kim, Tang, Chow, or Yu?
[x] Have you dated/[want] to date Asian boys/girls?
[ ] Have you designed a website before?
[ ] Does your SNS/e-mail have/had the words: AzN, gurl, boy, sweet, cute, hot, dragon, babe, angel, lil, princess, Xx...xX, oO..,Oo, etc?
[ ] Do you have both an Asian and an English name?
[x] Do you take off your shoes before entering someone's house?
[ ] Do you know the song "Got Rice"?
[x] anime?
[ ] Do you listen to trance?
Score: 3/10

Section 4:
[x] Have you eaten dim sum/dumplings before?
[ ] Are your parents fobs?(WTF IS A FOB)
[x] Is the mall your hang out place?
[ x] Do you think you're short?
[ x] do you have tons of cousins/siblings/uncles/aunts/etc?
[ ] Can you twirl a pencil between your fingers?
[ ] Have you ever solved a rubik's cube?
[x] Do you read manga?
[ ] Do you/your parents save ketchup packets/napkins/etc from restaurants for later use?
[x] Do you have ASiAN Pride?
Score: 6/10

Section 5:
[ ] Are you a very good artist?
[ ] Do you speak your Asian language with your friends?
[ ] Do your relatives own a restaurant/market/Nail salon in an Asian community?
[ ] Do you slurp soup?
[ ] Do YoU tYpE lIkE tHiS aLoT?
[x] Have you visited your home country at least twice? (<3) [ ] does your house smell like incense once in a while? [x] Do you have/had glasses or braces? [x] Do you like to read? [ x] Do you NOT have an allowance?
Score: 4/10

total:22/50===> 44% what... how can i be less asian than kelly who is an american?!?!

Serping and I should stop going to pulland bear
or we will buy their whole shop soon.

ADDICTED TO YOU.

Hung out with huey and ox yesterday which was really great. I hadn't seen them for ages. Ben & jerry's was a big delicious ripoff, pet safari is like a pet zoo with depressed puppies and superdog should seriously change their name to spacedogs as it sounds cuter.

Zouk at night with steph alex darren and his friends. I was in an uber bored mood so I didn't really feel the hype. Alex only got high after she took a drag from a cig which was really funny because she really started getting a little crazy. I had to sort of babysit her but at least she was huggable! haha I think i became crook for the night. There were alot of weird guys yesterday, ither that or it was just that section of the dance floor. Over at zouk, things were more happening. A fat white man in gold tights was dj-ing and dancing with this really hot girl. Unfortunately they were playing trance which gets really monotonous so we went back to phuture after awhile.

Oh yes and the really amusing thing was that we met that senior student councillor nigel's twin! He like came over to dance with us but I really didnt see his face cuz alex was clinging on to me, so when the music and everything stopped I was like "hey this guy looks like nigel" steph.
steph:yah yah i think so too
alex:huh
me:don't you think he looks like nigel
alex: OMG HE LOOKS LIKE NIGEL IS HE NIGEL?!?!?
the guy:omg you guys are from vj?nigel is my brother.
Got a ride from him home not long after. I suppose things were alittle better because Mr C wasnt there>.<

HAHAHAHAH. pictures added to nightout3.no night pictures though, i left my cam in my bag which was in the baggage counter

I'm not sure to be happy or sad. I'm contented with my results but not exactly estatic about it. Oh well, it's just that in a school oand class where most people are getting 3 or 4 As, getting just one makes me feel so stupid and pathetic. I guess I'm just a little sore about GP but then again, I've always known myself to be more of the creative writer than a journalist type, so it's not my fault it's just the bloody system. HAHAH.

:) ? :( ? =====> :|


p.s. more pictures up in nightout3 album

OH MY FUCKING GOD
IT'S TMR
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

alright pictures from vday and some other day are up under nightout3. it's only 7 pathetic photos actually, i'm only putting this up so auntie an go grab them and update her friendster HAHAH.

WHY did mtv have to start playing keep you hands off my girl by gc? I just weaned my brain off that retarded addictive song a few months ago! Let the record play...

stephaaaniiiieeee how can you do this to meee
mr c is scaaaaariiinnnggg meeee

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Are a Lemon Cake

Strong, sexy, and overpowering. You know who you are, and you're not afraid to show the world your fabulous self. You're confident, charming, and extremely popular.

What Kind of Cake Are You?

How wrong blogthings can be...

I am seriously scared for this friday. My heart palpitates wildly just thinking of that impending doomsday. Each reminder of it sends cramps in my stomach, I swear it does.

Zouk last night was kind of boring. Honestly, leo's and my trip to the place was ten times more eventful and interesting. Plus, it would have been much more fun if Mr C wasn't there. Haha you know who I'm talking about, steph! Slept two hours and went to work. My feet almost died I tell you.

Hitched a ride from Farhan to visit Sir just now. It's good to have friends who have their licenses already and with a cool car with gadgets to boot(even if it is his dad's). Sir was really really trying to persuade us to join back but I just kept saying "Sorry I lost my interest." He even gave us 12 bucks angpow! Haha, plus we've got the nicer ones which Farhan says is for "friends & family only". I feel pretty bad not going back but I really don't like the 'ch 8' culture now.

Sometimes blogthings scare me.

Travel Horoscope for Virgo

When you travel, you need to keep active and on the go. You want a vacation where you can keep moving and keep things exciting. You should travel to: Paris Tokyo NYC Sydney London

What's Your Travel Horoscope?

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations. Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible. Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Xiao an is the silliest most stupid girl in the world.
I cant believe i did that,
I really can't can't can't.

I saw a vivienne westwood wallet and bag today and went crazy.
The betsy johnson bag was really funky too.
I wish I had money.

I bought fake vivienne westwood earrings today! haha they are like everywhere. I bet noone knows its vivenne westwood, just like people in erm, timbutu knows chanel. Oh well, good for me i suppose. I finally bought workshoes too, hooray. Cheap and ugly black things they sure are.

You Are Navy Blue

You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost.

What Color Blue Are You?

Dark Purple

To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody. In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think. And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends. You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that.

What Color Purple Are You?

Just went to the balcony with huili and simeng. I wanted to leave the house earlier so I could miss my halfsiblings but sigh, didnt manage to do so. I don't know why but I feel like a stranger when I am among them. Thank you girls so much for going out with me or you would see my name in the orbituary. Person died of ennui.

the drag queen is so funny

Leonard* help the wall is falling! says:
u know ken?
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
ryu's brother issit
playground superstar says:
ken who
playground superstar says:
HAHAHAH
Leonard* help the wall is falling! says:
the thrower la!!!
playground superstar says:
omg
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
dun really noe... why lei/

playground superstar says:
ken is sucha weird name to have
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
ohhh
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
i think its a nice name.. sounds ver positive
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
can anot ken?
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
can!
playground superstar says:
hahaha but if you add it to a chi surname it is weird
playground superstar says:
ken tan
playground superstar says:
ken teo
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
Ken Not
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
Ken Do
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
Ken Tan Ese
playground superstar says:
ken you go on sat
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
Soh Yew Ting Yew Ken
l|k^Kh|An (hand) SILENCE! my dum dum want to speak... says:
dance?

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Boring people know boring people.
Boring people stay at home and
do boring stuff.
Boring people eat boring food liek cereal
boring people die of ennui
as they lead such an immensely boring life.

This year, my family has broken their record. Officially, my cny has ended in 5 minutes. It is all a very contrived affair where people who just happened to be blood related to me come over due to traditional formalities.

This morning I woke up, on my own, at the ungodly hour of 645 a.m. Can you believe it? I was bursting with energy and just had to find a way to get rid of it, so I went to run. That was some steamboat we had yesterday.

When the Pawn Hits the Conflicts He Thinks like a King What He Knows Throws the Blows When He Goes to the Fight and He'll Win the Whole Thing Fore He Enters the Ring There's No Body to Batter When Your Mind Is Your Might So When You Go Solo. You Hold Your Own Hand and Remember That Depth Is the Greatest of Heights and If You Know Where You Stand. Then You'll Know Where to Land and If You Fall It Won't Matter, Cuz You Know That You're Right.

Sometimes I feel so bored I don't mind killing myself.
Seriously.
It's one of the greatest way to pass the time
when there's no one to hang out with.
Day or night.

I cast the line but the bait was not taken:((((.

I'm so sorry.

Met up with huili in the evening and we went to visit shimin at her workplace. We snuck off to buy dinner and some flowers for her. Fake tulips, which were pretty damn nice mind you! She was pretty touched when we reappeared, at least she said she was. Walked around heeren after shimin got off work as we were waiting for steph and lik to join us. They were taking such a looooonnngg time we went to the balcony first. The ambience was pretty great and we ordered quite a few cocktails. When steph and lik finally graced us with their ohsogreat prescence, huili and sm had to leave. Talked a bit more. Managed to catch the last train back. I really wanted to take the bus but lik forced me to take the train as he was afraid he would get groped and raped. HAHA. That's the drag queen for you.

It's so scary how we're growing up so fast. I really get why tiff was so frustrated the other day. Life is such a bore now. Everyone won't or can't go out because of work or driving. Before, it was parents. Sigh. We're bloody 18, 19 even! Why are we talking about work as if it is our careers! And even though we have joined the working force, the parents still tug their little strings around them, reeling them back under the safety of their arms. I have a peter pan syndrome. I know. And it's bloody irritating.

Oh it's a lonely valentine's! Should I pluck up the courage to cast the line or not? The bait is all ready writhing on the hook of my rod. GAH.

Went to the Jack Neo movie premiere yesterday. I guess the only reason I went was because it was free, even though it was a local movie. The show was pretty boring and corny. Watching serp craze of her idol was even more amusing.

The rest of the photos in taiwan have been added to the album! Yay.

It's so hard to find someone in this big sea.
I have the fishing rod in my hand but am afraid to cast the line.

Did some mantou delivery in the morning to my workplace and then headed to suntec to join huili, shimin and their dunman gang. The talk wasn't very informative, but it did instill some panic in me. The results are coming out soon plus I dont know what major to take! I'm not even sure if I can go uni. And what's worse is the preconceived notion most people have of me, since I'm in vj I surely can get my A's easily. BIG MISTAKE.

They ate kfc for lunch and we met up with lik back at the convention centre. It was like some big reunion as I saw some sec sch and pri school friends which was pretty amazing. Huili ditched her friends for ben and jerry's with lik and I. 3 scoops was like 12 bucks which is daylight robbery. It wasn't even that nice,well thanks to lik who chose the most absurd flavours. I bet he was busy checking out the b&j scoop girl in her super short shorts. Lik was unsatisfied with the icecream so we went to take ore spoons from them and bought a tub of some cheap icecream in carrefour and ate in the skylight gardens until we felt absolutely sick. Walked around for a while until huili had to leave for her yoga lesson.

Lik adn I were pretty bored so we decided to go stalk aileen at subway. Lik went to order a sandwich and was like trying to order with his back facing her until we got to her. The surprise on her face was so hilarious. He asked her to put all the veggies and all the sauces. It was so filled that she couldn't close it! HAHA. While he ate dinner, we made a prank call to andy with lik faking a helium-inhaled voice to pose as my drag queen friend. But andy guessed it was him and the reason? "Only lik khian would do such gay things." LOL. Hung out at bishan library for awile until it closed, bade goodbye to aileen and went home.

I'M STILL WAITING.

The wait is excruciating

Photos are up on the sidebar under taiwan! incomplete album though.

"Casual encounters may very well end up as profound friendships. These relationships will prove most interesting to you since, apart from their sentimental aspect, a common intellectual research will give your exchanges a non-conventional character that will delight you. Remember that 'friendship doubles joys and reduces sorrows by half' (Francis Bacon). "
Let's hope this is true.
Still waiting.

Hellooo I'm back from my nine day stint in taiwan:)))). The first day was mainly travelling. 4 hour plane ride followed by a 4 hour bus ride to tainan. Stayed at my godmother's house. Tainan's food was mainly sweet with lots of starchy sauce and the weather was deliciously cold. Did some temple visiting and quite a bit of shopping in mitsukoshi and their enormous carrefour.

3 days later, off to taipei. Stayed at my other godmother's house. The main activities i remembered us doing was eating. and eating. and eating. Went all the way up to taipei 101, the tallest building in the world to catch the sunset, travelling by the world's fastest elevator. It scaled 89 floors in 33 seconds! It was pretty pricey though. Ximending and wufenpu were pretty horrid. It was very much like an open air far east plaza...make that city plaza.

Dinner at a restaurant in new york new york was pretty great as I got to meet up with my childhood friend. Hehheh. We didn't talk much as I felt pretty awkward after not seeing him for so long but oh well. :)).

Photos will be up soon, once I get the charger thingy out of the suitcase. and there would be more to come when my aunt figures out how to upload the pics from her cam.

Watched house at fel's.
Serps treated zi and I to pepper lunch.

And tomoorow I'm off to taiwan!
so exciting

I have officially joined the ranks of the unemployed.

And i wish my mum would stop being so psycho.

I'd like to say, for the record, that the world finally has hope.
Yesterday, two goodlooking, tall LOCAL guys entered our shop. Can you believe it? ME! Finding cute local guys. Unfortunately, they look too coiffed, that even calling them metrosexuals are an understatement. Sad to say, we declared them to be gay. As the saying goes, "all goodlooking guys are either married or gay." There was another cute local guy but he was short.

When I went out to do something I have no recollection of, I saw this other cute asian guy.
Ate a fortune cookie and guess what it said "Today is the day you will have the oppurtunity to be fated with the ones you want to meet."

Nikki! Sorry for not talking to you too much when you can over. I was really sleepy.>.<

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

This is so true.
Fuck.
My mum has gone bonkers.
Get a grip.

Despite my resolve to diet,
I ended up aving steeamboat
with irene(my manager), her husband, tijah and serp.
I learnt that
watermelons do not grow on trees,
serp actually thought you could cook hair
and there is such a food as fish glue.

I played waith somekids today
and I think it's because they were cute
so I actually bothered with them.
Oh what materialism that lays within me!

I would dearly like to go for a breast reduction and liposuction.
I wish I was anorexic
and I'm not just saying it.
I want so much to get off this island
because it is boring and
chivalry is dead here.

Please give me a gun
I would like to shoot
the guy who let me hold the door for him and his gf
and didn't even say thank you,
the fucking annoying lee hwa roadshow salespeople
and the people who keep touting donations along the corridors of forum.

I am starting to believe in the
"if you're pretty you're pretty" philosophy.
So I should stop buying clothes
as no matter how I dress up in pretty clothes
I'll always remain visually mortifying
and perpectually corpulent.

browncow, snowball
gin fizz, chocolate dream
garlic bread
was what xin and i had at crazy elephant just now.
We went there in hopes of a live band
but all we had were music blasting over the stereos.
Country, blues,
they were all in good taste at least.

I'm working right till 31st december. I feel really reluctant to do so, yet I covet the extra money I would get. Sigh. I'm really in two minds about asking to end early or not.

Two days off is turning me into a cinemaholic bum.
And this life is just great.

I'm so tired. The new stock came in yesterday so we had to rearrange and unpack everything, while business was still on. I reached home at 1a.m last night and my eyes can hardly open now. The new cruise collection isn't very nice, all the pastel matronly colours. Ah well, prl was never my favourite brand anyway. I'm soooo looking forward to the kate moss collection at topshop! (haha sorry for the bimbo moment. lack of sleep befuddles the brain).

What would katy do

Sev's parents were at hilton's LV today so she came by to visit me. And for her treat of hilton's cheesecake i give her this:

THANKS A WHOLE LOT SEV. YOU ROCK BIG TIME.
PEOPLE, PLEASE MAKE FRIENDS WITH HER
AND YOU'LL NEVER GO HUNGRY.

Everyone at work kept saying I'm growing fatter:(((. That is so depressing. And then, they keep feeding me and serp. Haha. If only I had serp's metabolic rate.

I can just read UK's Vogue forever.

Watched dvds at xiangning's house today.
it was pleasant just loafing around
chatting
eating the orange cake her mum made.
I wish everyday was like this.

After work, Serp and I went to Far East to grab a bite. All of us have definetly fallen under the Tijah curse, I'm growing so fat now! At first I was too tired to join's fel's bbq but since I was out already I decided to go crash it.

I made two new friends today! Joleen and Adela! Well not exactly new considering they were from crescent too, but I never spoke to them before so it's not counted. Haha. The bbq was a rather small group but fun anyway! We had steak, green tea fish(adela's concoction), prawns, bagette and marsmellow. I'm so damn stuffed now, my stomach hurts. Played at her gym abit and then we invited ourselves to her house tomorrow. Haha.

Incoherent entry, I know. Fat does that to you. Clogs your brain.

Met up with fel and aud today.
Sat at royal copenhagen tea lounge
had a cappucino and shared a sour cherry almond cake with fel.
The food aint that great over there.
I suppose people just go for the tableware.

Cafe hopped over to crossroad's.
Aud and I were overwhelmed by the exorbitant prices
fel ordered a mushroom ravioli.
It was the first time I saw yello and black striped pasta.
Egged fel to buy the cakes at the Marriot.
Honestly, she is such a sucker for hotel cakes.

Went home early.
My feet hurt.

Hung out with lynne after work yesterday. I got to change in the fitting room:))))))). We wanted to go to the balcongy but nik said it was ex, and when nik says it's ex, I believe it really is. Haha. Ate at billy bombers instead and took neoprints. And since I was with lynne, of course, there was loads of cam whoring.

Links are on the sidebar under nightout2.

After like 2 hours of deliberation, Dawn finally decided that she wanted to go clubbing so lynne and I went down to harborfront mrt to wait for her. But she didnt have enough money for the cabfare so we had to go to the busstop to meet her to pay for her cabfare. Hoho. We were all first timers at st james so we had to go around the place in circles finding the right room. I felt so loser as we kept having to peek in and then leave again as it was the wrong room. It was as if we were being chased out or something.

When we got to the powerstation, we had such a difficult time trying to get change for the locker. Too lazy to put makeup and we decided it was too dark anyway. Squeezing onto the dancefloor was rather difficult but when we did, Dawn and I felt too sober to dance so after a while we went to get our free drinks. Heh heh. The place is seriously understaffed and the bartender took such a long time it totally pissed Dawn off. SO she just took my coupons and ordered 10 tequila shots at one go. I almost balked at the sight of the 5 shot glasses staring at me with the glass of orange slices for taste relief. After downing what was the most alcohol I have ever taken in such a short period of time, I couldn't stand properly. Haha. While waiting for our drinks, there was this middle aged guy who started wiggling to the music and I presum that he was dancing. Totally reminded me of william hung. We just couldnt stop laughing when ever we looked at him.

Went back to the dancefloor and we were finally high enough to dance. But the songs were a bit boring and reppetitive and the crowd were all office people so it was quite boring too. Some guy tried to come and dance with us but dawn and i cut him off. While we were dancing halfway, some girl and guy pulled me up on the platform to dance with them. Being a super noob I totally panicked and was like oh goodness what the fuck?!? Then I kept looking down at lynne and dawn who were alos bewildered and I ended up causing them to get pulled up too. Apparently the gilr realized she knew lynne, but lynne was completely clueless. Joyce(the girl who pulled me up) began dancing with me and I felt so violated, but not wanting to look like a dork I danced back. Haha. Poor lynne got stuck dancing with her guy friend(who we think is not actually her friend) and was touched all over. Managed to escape soon.

Went toilet, then back on the dancefloor for awhile. When we got a little tired already we headed to the bar for lynne to use up her coupons. Dawn saw her bf so she went to look for him and we two sat there for a rest. One guy came up to me and I really couldnt hear what gibberish he was speaking so I tried to ignore him but he kept tapping my shoulder and trying to speak to me. Finally I managed to decipher the words which was in chinese, asking to be friends. I just said no and he kept talking so I just shook my head and was like no no then he finally walked away. Lynne said he was eyeing us for a long time already and was from the same group as the guy who tried to cut into our group earlier on. Pfff. And I thought having no makeup would enable us to evade all that.

There were loads of guys who danced really weirdly. Like the william hung guy and one one the table who totally was just flaying his limbs around. There were a few guys who were so faggoty that they dirtydanced with each other. And my cute guy was also dancing like a dork:(. I think I'm so dead lah. All the guys I thought were cute were white. Sigh.

After seperating from Dawn we had quite some trouble looking for her. Her bf and her had some prob so they went outside, but when all the lights on she came back in. My ears were ringing really badly. Her bf sent lynne and I to my house and we slept till 10+ when I had to go to work. Redbull does wonders. I was totally awake at work. Haha.

You'll never guess what song I'm into now.
I'll make a man out of you by Shan from mulan.
HAHA

I helped a customer hold her kid today. And I don't know what was wrong with me, but I felt really disgusted or something with that writhing creature wailing in my arms. I could still feel the shudders after I handed the child back.
On the other hand, I got to see quite a lot of eyecandies. Especially that huge group who went up the escalator.
On my phantom hand, I'm becoming sooooo uber fat now. I think I'm back to 55kg again)))))))))))):. The most depressing thought ever.

F.U.C.K.
Thou shalt not bail out-eth on people should be made the eleventh commandment.
I swear, I am never going to initiate meetups with my vj classmates ever again. I keep getting bailed out on and I feel like a big fucking loser that has to follow everyone else's lead. I could've worked on nye and two more hours today, but nooooo, I told Irene I had something on. Imagine the extra money I could have made. From now on, money first. I am just going to be a crazed workaholic for the rest of my life with a social life more silent than a graveyard. Xiaoan will be the next Ebenizer Scrooge. Watch out!

WHEEEEE. My mum bought two pairs of shoes for me! A gold-beige ballet pumps and leopard print peeptoe flats. From none other than pull and bear!

The grey ones are indeed a size too small for me. Anyone wants to buy them? They're size 38. Please tag my board and take up the offer!! Haha. And dont worry I've only worn them to try out the size. I'm thinking of selling them at 30 bucks?(Do you like them, twin?)

My feet hurt so much from standing all day, though I shouldnt be one to complain as I work much lesser hours than my twin. I wish that darn blister will hurry up and heal, it's dead worrying that an infection could fester. Disgusting! Work is starting to get dreary now and I keep daydreaming. Haha. But at least everyone is so friendly and funny so I dnt get too bored.

Lalala. My mum got picked up by a guy yesterday while waiting for me and I found out she used to help her journalist friend model for Her World magazine. Sometimes I wonder if we're really related.

Work was filled with gorging and stoning.
Shopped after worked and bought grey ballet pumps at pull and bear, along with some tank tops:).
Ate icecream while waiting for the rain to subside.
I can feel my fats accumulating once again:(((((.

A customer said I have good attitude today. Yay. I'm such a sucker for compliments. Plus, my mum just invited me to go taiwan with her in feb with her friends, and I asked audrey and zi along. I hope one of them can go. If not, i'd be dreadfully bored among a bunch of adults chattering in intricate chinese conversations in which I can only catch a smattering bit of. Ah well, at least I get to travel and see my maternal relatives, eat chicken( honestly, they have really great chicken!) and maybe catch sight of a balding jay chou eh? HAHA.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
have a smashing good year ahead!

My social life is in the doldrums.
I totally beat you in that arena audrey!
Oh well, a good 2007 to you all.
Happy new year in advance!

I reeeeaaaallly hope i don't get stuck at home tomorrow. Everyone who agreed to hang out on nye has given me a raincheck and now I'll most probably be stuck at home, counting down with the fucking idiotbox. I'm pretty riled up right now. At least I had a rather good day at work, with all the funny(in a cute way) and friendly gay customers, and cute kids. It's so sad that the twins have to seperated once again. Zi was transferred over to taka which is really quite an awful place. I know cuz I was helping out there yesterday. The standard of customers is soooo different. Oh well, here is always waitressing then can bring us starcrossed faux siblings back together again.

I like this guy philip.
Guys should wear ralph lauren striped polos and vests
and use hugo boss in motion limited edition cologne.
Lousy ballet pumps gives me blisters and makes me limp.
12 year old boy matures too fast.
A super cute japanese boy just made my day.
Paedophilic tendencies? No way.

Today's entry may sound kind of cryptic
but I'm just too darn lazy to blog properly.
And yes, I have found a job.

Happy christmas everyone!

The xmas party liesel and I organized at her house didnt really go as planned. The preparation was really fun as we rushed to make the food like factory workers.liesel's tj friends were the first to arrived and we just chatted and screened love actually while waiting. When more came, we started of with a drinking game with this really odd concoction liesel & I made out of beer, sprite, orange cordial and ice cream soda, which ended up tasting solely of icecream soda. Haha. The game circle of death was really fun and I thought the mood was just getting started and it was pretty much going as planned. Then, the others wanted to karaoke while waiting for all the rest to come.

Unfortunately, they wanted to karaoke a bit too much and it wasted half our night. But the time we pried the microphone off them to play more games we had planned, the atmosphere had gone down already and it all pretty much went downhill from there. We tried to play more drinking games to bring the mood back up but some weren't paying attention, disinterested or whining. Frankly, I was a tad bit annoyed. Well, it wasnt that bad throughout the game but it moved so slowly you couldn't get the hype up. So we tried truth&drink or dare, which was pretty fun but most of them kept picking truth. And for the truth part, we couldn't get any whacky answers, well from most that is. The game ended with us just sitting and chatting, spilling our stories and lik reminicing his painful lovelife history.

Watched love actually while the others slept. The party wasn't boring or anything, it just wasn't one where I could say I had a smashing good time. We had really planned alot of games and even went to search for music to bring out the spirit but all weren't used. It was just a gathering in the end, not the hyped up smashing party liesel & I were hoping for (as you can see from the invite).

P.S. photo links are on the sidebar

Oooh. Liesel and I were searching for xmas jobs but as usual to no avail, so we decided to host a xmas party at her house instead! I'm pretty excited about it. It's gonna be something like a cocktail party, with lots of drinks and food and whacky games. I sure hope it'll be as fun as we plan it to be. Haha. And check out the party invite liesel made! It makes our party seem so exclusive and everything!

I am back online! WOOHOO. The days without my internet were so dreary, I am such an addict. I guess I need to change my router soon since the security is having some weird problems.

On tuesday, the day my internet died, I watched so many movies to pass the time. Requiem for a dream was really disturbing, about the life of druggies. The ending really made me perturbed. An old lady took diet pills, got addicted to them and finally went insane. Her son, a drug dealer lost his arm due to an infection from shooting up using a dirty needle or something. His friend was in jail, held in prejudice against as he was black while his girlfriend was forced to have sex with other men(and women for some perverse voyeuristic pleasure) to earn money for him.
After that, I watched crash. It was stereotypical and boring. Rewatched brokeback mountain:)))).

Wednesday was shopping with mum at chinatown. We were at the nordic shop in club street and the guy was just positively gloating about the fact that he was named in the top 30 stylish people in singapore and would be in the papers the next day. Pretty amusing guy actually, but I was so tired for some reason I couldn't be bothered to patronise him.

Watched the holiday with my twin yesterday. It was a really sweet show and the first time Ive seen Jude Law not cast as some playboy or cad. And yes, I am still unemployed unfortunately.

Please watch this!!! Matt did it for a sort of class graduation remembrance and it's really nice with loads of inside jokes of course. I tried to upload the video on from youtube but it was just taking too long. Ahh bother.

Job search today wasn't very good and I'm too lazy to elaborate. Nikki! I wanna distribute flyers for your tutor too!

I just watched closer with my mum and I really like it alot! It was pretty hard to understand and I suppose it was kind of mature sort of love story, but it was nice to ponder about. Plus, the eyecandies (Jude law and natalie portman) was a big bonus. Heh heh. The script was really witty and I wished I had time to go note down all those quotable quotes! Like " You think love is so simple. You think the heart is just a diagram." HAHA.

I was supposed to go swimming at sm's house today but mister showers didnt permit us to, so I decided to take up liesel's offer to go look for a bikini for her. I didn't get her reply so I surmised that she was already performing her dance, so I went to Marina to wait for her. Shopped around for awhile and tried out that black novo ballet pumps I wanted so much. Size 37 is too small, 38 causes me to walk out of it and 39 is just too darn big, such a pity. Such a pity. Anyway, I was so bored of waiting for her I headed for home. After buying a gingerbread man(yes, I LOVE him so much) at coffeebean in j8, I received a call from liesel saying that her phone was stolen. Haha. We were like those starcrossed lovers you watch on tv where both are side by side on an escalator, only going in different directions. One turns one way and the other looks the opposite, and they just miss each other by a hair's breadth. It was rather hilarious in a satirical, black comedy kind of way. And at least I got some fresh hair instead of increasing the statistics of myopia here by glueing myself to the idiotbox.

The culminating consequences of having too many relatives visiting in one day, playing santa with huge hordes of junk food? A two- day gorge fest on chips cookies and chocolates that would definetly cause my weight to skyrocket by 10 000kg. Twin! If I don't manage to make it to our meeting on monday, you'll know why. I got stuck in my own door frame>.<. What a horrid horrid thought to have.

I just realized I haven't had any posts rambling about illogical, mindless nuances unlike the ones I had practically everyday at my previous blog. Maybe grey doesn't suit too well with my old noggin, or probably A levels had extirpated what ever braincells I have left and only left an inch of my brainstem for me to perform my most basic mental functions and processes.

Why is it that even though we live in the same world, it is not enough for some whereas I can hardly cope with it?

I AM SO IMMENSELY BORED

i can just drown in my tears.
Seriously, i need a job.

There's a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
Nevermind, forget it, just memories
On a page inside a spiral notebook

Tanning with zihua today. We met up pretty early so I had a really tough time just stopping myself from continuously hitting the snooze button and falling asleep while bathing. The sunrays were just glaring and have no idea how zi could just lay there comfortably while I had to keep fidgeting as the heat was really unbearable. The beach was pretty empty so we couldn't peoplewatch much and our tanning session was stop short by the onset of a heavy downpour. But at times, I was raelly thankful for the ominous dark clouds that blocked the sun as it was just too goddamn uncomfortable!

Ate at yoshinoya and the manager was super nice, she should be nominated for the GEMs award! Watched date movie and she's the man at zihua's house and had swedish meatballs and chocolate mousse at ikea.

On the ride home, I was sitting in front of this gay couple and one of them was like whining to his boyfriend so much with a nasal little act-cute voice I almost wanted to turn around to slap him as it was freaking annoying. Plus, i could see the guy beside them was highly uncomfortable as the two kept snuggling and giggling themselves silly. Gah. WENTWORTH MILLER((((((:

Shopping with zihua was...a relief. It was like a release from all the pent up ennui from being stuck at home over the past few days. Ate our smoked salmon sandwich at coffeebean. It looked a little pathetic and I have no idea why they had to roll the salmon up, making it terribly hard to eat. Anyway, I got to eat my humungo gingerbread man! I swear, the gingerbread man is the best part of christmas, it really is! Prom shopped with zihua. I had to pick like the same amount of tops as she picked dresses so I wouldn't waste time and it was pretty stressful. haha. But I found quite a few that I really like. Sigh. So many clothes, so little money:(((. Went to marina after vivo got boring and we bought our swimwear for tanning(quote from twin;)). HAHA. While walking home, I saw a rainbow:)))).

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on and I'll bring you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me

I love my twin because she is my saviour from insanity,
just with the single act of hanging out with me tomorrow:).

The Professional is a really good movie. Natalie Portman is so pretty even when she was a kid and Gary Oldman is playing is usual deranged fucked up character. The storyline is really sweet and the ending was really surprising albeit bittersweet. Bloody good show it is.

I'm so super bored at home. Incarceration gives me headaches and would literally drive me insane soon. The life of the unemployed is so excruciating. Why is it the more you don't do anything the more tired you become?

This is hilarious.

Today was quite a great day, as I finally got to go out.
Went with my mum to holland V's sasa to get makeup
then met up with lilian and audrey at NYDC where they were having lunch.
I really liked the music they were playing, unfortunately the waiter said it was just a compilation and not an album on sale:(((.
Went rabbithunting for lian jie after that!
It was so hilarious as we had no idea which stop to get off to go United Square
and almost ended up in little india!
Took a cab in the end.
Omg. I want to work in a petshop and play with the animals all day long.
And was so tempted to get those dog cushions for myself
as they seemed like a cheap alternative to a bean bag.

I finally bought my SKINNY JEANS from f21:))))))))))))))))))).
Audge paid for half of it since she lost the hair bet.
We were like looking at all the shops for them and finally
the one at f21 fitted the best but I wanted to look somemore.
So audge helped me hide it in some compartments at the lower shelves
and we went to M&S to take a look.
When we went back, a salesgirl was at the area and she asked Audge what she was looking for as she reached in to get the jeans! Omg. It was so super embarrassing. I felt like those uber kiasu Singapore aunties at a megasale. Haha.

Oh yea, and we saw this really thin girl with such flamingo like legs, they make a matchstick look like a telephone pole and Marykate olsen look like drew carrey.

Prom was SUPER boring.
The emcee was horridly cheesy,
the food wasn't great such that I only ate 3 out of 8 courses.
At least I got to look like a rockstar for the day:),
and go to see everyone all dressed up.
I totally loved my hair,
which became a horrid mess in the end:(.
But ronald got the punk look that i was covetting for,
without, of course,
missing the chance to get me to cut my hair short.


Went to MOS instead of vj's party at DXO.
It was pretty fun
but I'm dead tired now
and on the verge of losing my voice
from having to talk loudly there.
Towards the end
only leo lik and me were left dancing
while the rest sat and talked.
Francesca's group joined us on the dancefloor too.
Left when the club closed at 430a.m.

Oi and alex came to my house,
slept abit,
ate Mac's breakfast at j8,
met with andy to take the goodie bags
which we left in his room.
THANKS ALOT!
Met xin and mag on my way home.
Slept till 340pm.
Drained.

prom pictures are found --->HERE<---

It's prom today. GAH. I don't know if it's anxiety or dread weighing on me now. Sm, oi and alex are coming over to my house to do makeup, then we'll hire a cab down to the salon and when our hair is done, off to the ritz we go! I'm a little disappointed that we couldn't get a hotel room, but we just could not get enough people to share with us unfortunately. Oh well. This arrangement works as well. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping it won't be a boring night and we'll enjoy the after prom activities ( no, we're boycotting the party held by victorians HAHA).

I just murdered and cleeaned up the body of that vile creature called a cockroach just now. All on my own. What an awful awful ordeal. I still can feel the tingles of disgust reverbating throughout my body. Ugh. I was just taking a plastic bag from the compartment below the kitchensink to line my dustbin and I see this twitching brown thing staring up at me, its feelers flurrying as if mocking me. Appalled by it, I threw the plastic bag on the floor, causing to land supine with its 6 spindly legs scrambling to overturn itself. Armed with BAYGON, i managed to kill the critter and the rest (thank god) is history.

Feast of all saints must be one of the most boring books anne rice has written. It is ultimately dreary and not a glimmer of her usual gothic sensuality can be detected. It sort of reminds me of pride and prejudice, no offence to the Jane Austen fans out there. I suppose the plot is pretty interesting, about the gens de color, white supremacy versus black oppression. And there are pretty controversial, if not violent scenes, like the gang rape of the ravishing Marie (i still can't believe it), or that Lisette is also the bastard daughter of Monsieur Phillipe. However, the book drags its feet throughout the the plot with incessant drunken drama from Christophe and his mother Juliet. The jealousy and hatred Cecille has for her own daughter Marie is so soap opera, I can imagine it in Days of Our Lives. Sigh. Such disappointment from my favourite author. Let's hope John Katzenbach does a good job in sparking my weary interest in The Analyst.

Shopped with my mum at holland village today! I finally got my earrings for prom. They're like big white plastic hoop earrings. I also bought my black metallic nail polish from sasa. My mum was still early for work so we shopped somemore and I tried out some skinny jeans. Omg. I love them so much, ut the cutting didn't suit me. It made me look like I had a dick or sth due to the excess cloth at the front. Oh well, at least I know I can wear such a fit. Only thing is to find it.

Met up with audrey for coffee at coffeebean. I was reading my book and sipping my cappucino when to my horror, I realized I was surrounded by students and could here them discussing the topic of sine and cosine. I just had to move before all the horrid memories of the A levels came back to me. Audrey bought lots of stuff for me from her trip to Shenzhen and HK. THANKS ALOT DEAR:)))). PLUS, she lost her haircut bet as the chinese hairdresser didn't understand her and cropped her hair all short. So now she owes me a treat. I told her to treat me to clothes instead of food, because I sooooo do not want to gain weight. Haha. Now, I just have to pick the clothes I want and she will have to pay half price! I see my satchel hobo bag/ballet pumps/skinny jeans on their way!

I love Marks and Spencer chips because they only cost $1.90 and contain only 175 calories per pack.

I fixed my tagboard! Good going xac! I shall give myself a pat on the back for such an amazing achievement an IT retard like me had accomplished. I think the blogger staff are having an early xmas this year because the functions seem a little screwy and all. Bah humbug.

I never really believed in christmas really. I have this tendency of lumping it together with other commercial holidays like Valentine's Day or Easter. My favourite christmas story is the one of the Christmas Carol, and the Grinch is my santa claus. I believe that the jolly fat man in the red suit ate too much milk and cookies and died of a heartattack when I was eight. That was when I heard a loud THUD on my roof on christmas day. That was when the bottom of my christmas tree started to remain bare every year after and the circus that came to town found a new reindeer with a red nose to showcase in their animal exhibitions, along with this giant rabbit that could carry baskets and a little blonde boy who had tiny wings on his back.

I need sleep and to eat lesser. It would do me good. Too much food makes me drunk.

[Just finished101 Philosophy problems]
[Currently readingFeast of all saints by anne rice]

Went prom shopping with ah mah and her cousin today. Cheryl(that's her cousin) & I managed to persuade her to get the kimono style top from zara which she can wear as a dress and leggings to slip under when we go out at night. We ate cotton candy which was larger than my head. One day, I sall figure out the innerworkings of a cotton cady machine. Indeed I wiil. How can they turn some pink crystals of sugar into such fluffy spirals by just spinning at an immense velocity? Argh. I didn't know prom was this coming wednesday. I thought I still had a week left. Grr. Prom sucks.

I have found my new love. Navel oranges. And I swear I will begin working out. Soon. Very soon. Honestly.